Codes I received through water (Part 2)

Posted on September 3, 2019by bullfrogr

 

I’m only showing here the signs its meaning I didn’t know about and which meaning corresponded to my thoughts or to the topic of a talk with spirits.

D – Deutschland, 9C – “Silence (formerly known as Project Hard) is a notoriously difficult climbing route located in the Hanshelleren Cave in Flatanger, Norway. The only route in the world to have a proposed rating of 9C.” – Wikipedia.

 

801 – a year – “Emperor Charlemagne formally cedes Nordalbian territory to the pagan Obotrites” (Wikipedia)

 

 

D20 – “The d20 System is a role-playing game system published in 2000 by Wizards of the Coast, originally developed for the third edition of Dungeons & Dragons” (Wikipedia)

 

306 – a year – “Probable date – The Synod of Elvira concludes with the issue of various canons, including one declaring that killing through a magic spell is a sin and the work of the devil.” – Wikipedia – a hint that I shouldn’t be careless at telepathic curses.

 

389 (appeared two times) – a year – “All pagan buildings in Alexandria, including the library, are destroyed by fire” (Wikipedia) IU – International Unit. May,20 is a World Metrology Day, so it is connected to Eliza Doolittle Day.

All signs, numbers&letters received in 2019 in one post

Posted on December 29, 2019by bullfrogr

I’ve decided to make such a post, as numbers&letters are more definite proof to other dimensions and you may want to see it all in one file. The explanations are in my videos, if you need more information about this. Some newly received signs are added, they will be explained in later videos. Happy Yule and New Year to everyone! 🙂

 

Dreaming a hundred dreams

Posted on June 30, 2018by bullfrogr

I guess I spent all my childhood in some kind of a dreaming slumber. From 5 to 12. Not too conscious. I was mostly sick, rarely left my room and used to play games and draw cartoons, write poems and draw some maps to play dice with, make up crosswords and tests, do some childish researches about aquarium fishes. At school it was mostly bullying or isolation, so I rarely talked to people at all.

 

I used to play some situations that I had never met in my childish life. I thought that when I grow up, I might write good novels based on it, but I couldn’t write too fast, so I tried to draw pics or try to memorize it. But when I grew up, I forgot everything that I used to store in my head. At the age of 12 I already stopped playing with toys and drawing cartoons.

 

Often I felt like in a haze – strange situations were played right before my eyes. I didn’t even close my eyes but just pictured it in the air. It was not like I imagined the things and people – it came to me as vivid dreams in reality. Different circumstances that I never understood. Recollections of some people I never knew about. I tried to draw pictures about it. But later I never guessed what I wanted to say – it was impossible to decipher most drawings. Most evil of them I burned long ago. I had no one to talk to about it and everything was forgotten.

 

But what I remember most vivid were some horrid scenes. It was dreadful what I saw in my daydreams. I don’t have to describe it here. I really imagined that did awful things, but it had been like I was watching some movie where I played the main role – not conscious. I saw me doing something wicked, and it was like I was living inside that dream, not just ruminating about it. The visions were distressing and as soon as I got older, at 13, I tried to forget it.

 

I knew from childhood, that I have to strive hard to become a better person, and I tried my best. Choosing goodness was always a conscious effort to me. As I knew I could enjoy evil as well. That is my theory – heaven and hell can be together in one person. In everyone. We can choose whatever we want to do. But karma is everywhere. It’s not about punishment for sins, just some experience that makes us wiser. We change during the many lives that we live.

 

I think I understood something important when I was a kid. That we can’t repay with eternal evil to the whole world. Later in psychosis I experienced the same I felt when I was a kid. Enjoying doing evil (mentally, not physically). I’m glad that my psychosis will never come back. I put it aside. But I can’t really forget all my childhood memories. I don’t have any bad genes or too bad environment (as far as I know). But I see I have to be very cautious not to apply my unconscious memories to life. I have to be cautious not to behave like I dreamt I did or would. It is better to live knowing your “abilities”. Maybe, not normal, but understanding yourself. I choose to live consciously now. Not dreaming a hundred evil dreams, but consciously being kind.

About my third incarnation

Posted on January 16, 2020by bullfrogr

(not that it is really a third one, maybe there were a thousand of them, just the ones I remember)

 

Original Jesus name was Yeshua. So birthmarks “J” on my arm mean not Jesus, but John. Plus Elena (Lennon), Viktorovna (viktory – win – Winston), passport delivered on 08.12 (Lennon’s death), four childish drawings about his life, born at 18.30 – as him (but not sure if he was born at 6.30 or 18.30)

 

I always felt I had to hide. Since 16 when I discovered my incarnation. I never knew anything about the Beatles before it, and I started to recall songs’ lyrics. I was psychotic from fear later years. Kept silent ever since I suspected it at 16. (at that time without any facts)

The drawings. I made them at the age of 8, in 1993-1994. I had lots of memories at that time, later I forgot everything.

1. Some characters from my past life

2. Before the murder – John Lennon signs an autograph for Mark Chapman (two people in the car, the third person comes and talks, a corpse – smth happened)

3. The murder (a man and a woman near the house, 4 bullets, an escaping soul)

4. Cremation

 

 

I’ve decided that “coming out” is needed for a research. Some details in the chapters “about the meanings” and “gathered items” hinted at it anyway. So now I don’t have to hide. I try to explore the paranormal and my own facts are valuable too for this purpose.

About 370 people in Russia to fit this puzzle. (not counting “J” and drawings)

How I countered signs of Lennon’s egregor (a supplement)

 

Иван Виктор Елена

Иван Викторович 30 242

Иван Викторов 792

Виктор Иванович 96 068

Виктор Иванов 36 052

Елена Ивановна 303 875

Елена Викторовна 42 441

Елена Иванова 131 554

Елена Викторова 2 194

Виктория Иванова 54 552

Виктория Ивановна 171 756

Алена Викторовна 15 030

Алена Викторова 748

Алена Иванова 46 276

Алена Ивановна 107 613

The sum: 1 039 163

Елена - 62 from 10 000 - 1 from 161
Виктор - 56 from 10 000 - 1 from 179
Иван - 400 from 10 000 - 1 from 25

1 039 163: 365 * 4 = 11 388 (birthday/deathday in birthday/passport delivery date)

11 388: 48 = 237 (time of birth, by hours)

So: 237 people fit egregor’s puzzle, not counting borthmarks J, childish drawings and villages around (during the research it was 370)

Also additional evidence is that I started playing improvisations on a synthesizer at the age of 34, although I had not learned to play the piano before and could not remember any chords due to poor memory. I only had a precomputer with 13 soft buttons for music as a child, I also knew a little solfeggio and unsuccessfully tried to learn how to play the guitar. The melodies were meaningful in the first half hour of the game, and I managed to record them all. A year later, the ability to play improvisations disappeared.